Tuesday, June 28, 2005

I've been married a whole year. That is ridiculously amazing. I guess it kind of snuck up on me and then all of the sudden boom. I love it. I just wish I could figure out this marriage thing. Not that this past year has been bad or anything, it's just that I know I'm slacking hardcore. I am falling way short of my husbandly duty as spiritual leader because I am falling way short of my humanly duty to continue in a spiritual realationship with Christ. I don't know what else to say except that I need to do more to lead my marriage toward Chirst. Or maybe I need to allow God to lead me on a more regular basis. I don't know. Don't ever let anyone tell you being an adult is easy. Responsibilty blows and work is never as fun as it seems like it should be. I love my wife so much. I just wish I would make the time to do the things I know I need to do to make our marriage continue to grow. Pray for me I guess.

2 comments:

timsamoff said...

Congratulations! Yeah, fulfilling the assumed "husbanly duties" is difficult, isn't it? Hopefully, we are acting the way God desires us to. Sometimes our connection with him is through the ones we love, no?

Prayer for sure.

Mike said...

Happy anniversary... It will be 30 years for us in a couple months. Life is good. This is the first time I have seen your blog, I'm glad I found it... Peace.